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I have no problem, Azteck, with you asking some questions. Although, my views may not represent all of the Mexican christians, but my own personal ones.
Okay, I appreciate you clarifing that you can only represent your own views and not all Mexican Christians, that was unfair for me to have you represent all Mexican Christians. Anyone's input on this subject would be appreciated.
My father is a strick Catholic, so he reared me a Christian upbringing. As a child it is easy to accept the concept of God and God being good and is looking out for our best interests. As I grew up reading on the Aztecs, I was thrust into a world of great achievements in science and government and the birth of a contemporary social structure. I had to confront many views regarding Aztec culture and how Aztecs were savages that sacrificed human beings to God. At first I was shocked my ancestors would practice such rituals, but later as I fed my demand for more knowledge on the ritual of sacrifice the truth became to unravel and found out that sacrifice was actually an honor to them (much like the code of honor in the Samuri culture, a form of chivalry if you will) and not a representation of barbarian practice. So I was finally at ease with our ancestor's culture and grew quite fond of a culture I wish I was able to peek into (I think a story regarding the Aztecs is the making of a great movie in my opinion

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Then the Spanish came, and they came with the Cross. I'm sure we are all familiar with how that turned out, the Aztecs were deceived, slaughtered, and diseased almost into extintion and those that survived were reduced to labor under the Spanish. So my obvious first quesiton would be: Why did God come to us in such a way? I looked for some insight from Christians familiar with the history. To my suprise, they insisted that this was not a force led by the Cross, but by Spain. I explained the the two worked hand in hand, this was a sigular effort and not two different organizations persuing their own agendas. Again they said it was Spain and not Christianity that brought the sword. I explained that the Christians there did very little to stop the immoral acts carried out against them if not nothing at all. There are some records that show that some priest even participated in the raping of the women (I did a brief search and was unable to source this statement though). Those that I debated understood the treatment of the Aztecs was wrong, BUT (and this is a big but) they were 'saving' lives in the process. I was unable to even meet them half-ways to how they can rationalize these senseless killings. I was told that they may have lost their lives, but the Cross was going to give them eternal salvation. This was very confusing to me. In this debate, I am told that Christianity had nothing to do with the massacre of Aztecs, yet maintain an opinion that the greater good was being served to them by 'saving' their souls. This has been a concept I have not been able to accept.
My confusion warranted answers so I decided to research Christianity a bit more.
My poking around in Christian history led me to this man - Father Junipero Serra (1713-1784).
Here is an except from this site:
http://www.californiahistory.net/4_PAGES/missions_saintorsinner.htm**Conflicting views of Junípero Serra and the missions have produced an ongoing debate among scholars and others interested in the impact of the missions on the Native people of California.
The debate intensified in the 1980s when Pope John Paul II declared Serra to be "Venerable," the first step toward sainthood. Just three years later the pope moved Serra to the second step by declaring him "Beatific." Supporters of Serra rejoiced that the church at last "recognized the extraordinary holiness of this man who was the founder of civilization in California." Critics of the missions, particularly among Native American groups, denounced the move. Some described Serra as a "sadist" and a "fanatic," while one critic of the mission system complained that the canonization of Serra "would be another insensitive reminder of past oppression and maltreatment." **
Here I discovered a Christian movement(?) that affected other poeple very similar to the plight of the Aztecs. Again I started asking Christians the same questions and got the same answers - It wasn't us, but we were 'saving' lives. Even as a Catholic during this time I was unable to agree with the way they would justify such acts. So I had to deal with the fact that Christians didn't bring the sword, they only followed it. I very much felt I was being thrown a curve ball by the Christian community.
Enter the "War on Terrorism". Much of my views of the Aztec and Native American history have changed dramatically because of the event taking place today. I very much feel that we are witnessing a reincarnation of the mysterious Christian mantra that justifies war and immoral acts. In all fairness, all Christians don't share the same views regarding the war in Iraq, but there is a substantial number of Christian constituents that have voiced support for this war that has now claimed one hundred thousand lives. I am seeing Christians defend the war by saying they are 'saving' lives. Once again I am thrust into the very questions that led me away from the idea of God.
So, now I am left questions that I am unable to answer:
Knowing the history of how the Cross came to us, how does one embrace Christianity? What qualifies as a just war? Why is there a belief in God that has not shown divine intervention during my time? Why would God come to the Aztecs and Native Americans in such a way?
I feel that Christianity unfairly demonized Aztec culture and Native American culture. Now, just like the Crusades, the Muslims are being demonized to justify this war and at the same time suggest that lives are being 'saved' in the process
The reason I am unable to believe in God is because I fail to see the goodness in any religion, it seems to create more lines than bond people together. Whether it be European, Jewish, or even Aztec for that matter, I feel that religion is a misconception and an illusion to tap into immortality.
Well, with all my babbling, I am unable to define the crux of my thoughts, but one thought I am left with is:
Why doesn't the Christian God show Christians that they are being manipulated to serve the good of the hierarchy they are under that demand war for personal gain and use religion to supplant a false ideal to gain more support by showing them that God supports this war? Would it be reasonable to say that if religion did not exist that the greed and lust that drives this war would be more readily seen?
I understand that this may be a touchy subject, but I hope I communicated my thoughts in a respectful manner. Thanks for hearing me out and your response would communicated to an open mind. Also, if I stated anything wrong regarding the history of Aztecs, Native Americans, or Christianity please feel free to correct them
